journal of greaf

THE PAIN

the pain
the terror
the hart felt lost

the pain
the last sight
the last seconeds

the pain
the last breath
the last phone call

the pain
the empty hole in my hart
the sorrow

the pain
the last sight
the last ashes

the pain
the murmer of "no"
the silents of the room

the pain
the funeral room
the funeral mass

the pain
the long sleepless night
the endless thopughts

the pain
the pain
the pian.

ahh the day that never ended.!!!!!!!!!

Okay so today never seemend to end. first hour could not ahve taken any longer i felt like i could get a full night of sleep in there. UHHH!. 2nd hour was okay though we worked on our project. than came 3rd  hour i still have no idea what i am supposed to be to doing in the commitee exept for making 2 posters for each class. (sophomores, freshman, etc) i feel so out of the looop it is unreal. than the rest of the day was okay untill i went to practice.

Warmups went fine but when we started our kicking set i did the first few and i was completly fine than it hit me like a brick wall that came out of left field. i do a flip turn in to the wall and push off thats when i went light-headed and got really dizzy. well at least thats what i thought i did. you see i cant really remember what happend it just happend and for the rest of practicei could not feel normal. i kept feeling dizzy and i thought my head was gooing to blow like the lid of mount saint helan. i could not focus or anything. my day sucked however please no sympathy i just hope that tomorrow will be way better